I’m
a 37-year-old woman who is just now having the best sex in her life. I’m not
saying I haven’t had some good sex before this, not at all. Of course, I have.
This situation is just a first for me – in the sense first that the amazing sex
I have experienced has been with one person I’m committed to, my boyfriend.
Before him I was married for almost 18 years, had a very short single-phase (with
plenty of one-night stands) and then met my current bf. I have always been able
to orgasm (by clitoral stimulation) since I started masturbating at the age of
11. I have tried a lot of different, freaky things before I met my current bf. It’s
not about discovering something new or me discovering orgasm for the first time.
What I have right now is unbelievable chemistry and connection. Sex is not about
performing some moves learned from porn. Sex is not just about orgasming. Sex
is a way to get that connection, to get in sync with your partner, to get as
close as possible. Of course, we do freaky shit, explore our kinks, etc. But the
chemistry…he makes me wet and horny so easily, without a touch or even words. I
didn’t believe in this kind of thing before I met him. Our first date, out in the
public, was mainly kissing and groping until we ended up in a semi-public space.
There he had his hands down my shirt and my panties, I grabbed his manhood and
wanted it inside me so bad. Before this we had, obviously, got to know each
other well, by messaging and having there hours-long phone calls. I think I was
quite in love with him even before I met him in real life. The fact that we
clicked also in the physical level was simply amazing. Right now, he is abroad,
and I won’t see him for a while. I think of him and us as I touch myself. I
come for him, moaning his name.