Dunno what’s wrong with me. Feeling like shit lately – when everything’s been going so great. He is absent. I am needy.
Yeah – it’s official now – we both said it ❤
The wait gets harder the less days there are left. When He takes my hand, when He embraces me, kisses me, I feel like I’m finally home.
I thought I did. Too soon after the divorce, too soon in every sense. But it wasn’t. Now I know I met him just at the right time in my life. He’s been by my side every step of the way, through all the shit that divorce entails.
My life for most of the time now. But still – I do love him ❤
I just heard this from my colleague this week. It had been a year since we met. When I told her about all the changes in my life, she told me that she had always thought of me being really sad. Despite my smile and my pretense. Now things are different. My happiness shows, I’m told.
I’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap, feel your hand on my head and remain like that through all eternity.
aaltoilu 