I need you to be here when I wake up. not just texting me ‘good morning babe’ but actually here, in my bed, with me. I need you to wake me up by kissing me softly. I need you to wrap your arms around me and hold me close. I need you to caress my face. I need to feel safe and calm and the only one who can make me feel that, is you. I need you.

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My thoughts excatly. 

I’m sad and disappointed, but I don’t show it to Him. So I smile and tell him that it’s okay that we won’t see each other like we had planned. Even when my bed feels the loneliest place on earth, I smile to Him.  I smile because He doesn’t need any extra burden or guilt in his life right now. I smile because I know I will manage, no matter how long the distance. I smile because I love Him so much it hurts.