Feeling depressed. Lonely. Wanting to get wasted. To hurt myself. He is away on holiday with his kids. He deserves it, I’m happy for Him, I am. Don’t want to burden Him. So I suffer in silence. Feeling the depression getting stronger each day. Drinking more each day. Then out of the blue he messages me. Hearts. He thinks of me. I’m His now. I shouldn’t hurt myself, not without His permission. I am His now.
Like He reads my mind
Julkaistu
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